isnt this cool..i use sum kinda photoshop thingy..and it rawks..gonna add more so stay tune..ahahah. This was taken when me and liling took the escalater *i knoe wrong shpelling* " )..ahha...at BUGIS` this master piece was done by me..at BISHAN...kinda kewl huh?..hehehe
picturee`
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hott dayy`
heys..today public holidayy...so no school..kinda sian...my parents went out agaian..but i decided not to..so that i can blog..now listening to avril lavigne 'nobody's home' they song kinda nice lah...eheh...erm today very sian....firstly in the morning...i watch tv the whole dayy...no one to crap too..everybody looks busy "(...hmph.....nevermind...today feel very sick and tired..ermm...actually i dun really know whether i am sick or tired....haii...wait ah...i change song to ryan cabrera 'true'...hmm..okaes back..where were i...oh..tomoro...ish tuesday..after thuesday is wednesday then comes thursday..then friday..haii..i dun want holidae...i want school...:(...i really dun want holidayy....haii...at home nothing to do...only sleep eat watch tv computer then poof to sleep again..haii...dun really look forwerd to it...haii...today lets see..not much people is online....haii...siann...feel like sleeping....bud dun want...i also dunno why...wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....ehhe..erm...wad else...today kinda boring...but if anything funn happen i will update kaes...see euu later...astalavista baby!!ahaha....kaes i dun think i get the speelling rite...and i am crapping..so in the words of arnold s.........(wadever the name ish) i'll be back....bang!`ahha5:24 AM
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Monday, May 23, 2005
final post of the daee`
heys...i have been blogging crap the whole morning as euu can see in my previous post..its all craps...anyways today first thing in the morning..i on my computer..aha...then see no one online..so i sleep again..ahha...i know i lazy one...ahah...today didnt go out...i decided to stay at home and use my computer the whole day..kinda fun lah...then like the whole day i kept on blogging the whole day...then keep on going in friendster...after that around 3.30...bump...off to bed again..but was damn freaking hot man..ahah...but on the air conditioner lah...or else i will not sleep in peace..ahha...hmm..then now still onlinee...duun think i will sleep soon..and argh..the weather so damn humid lor...^_^...aahhaha..tomoro ish holidaee...yupx....gonna go online the whole day again...yupx...thats all ferr now...blogg more tomoroee...kaes...take cares..good nite and god blesh`12:18 PM
will alwaes lurfee euu`
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I'm Standing on a bridge12:14 PM
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is there anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...
this lyric is by avril lavigne `im with euu...i blogging alot of lyrics today..aahha..yupx...
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untitled `
I open my eyes12:07 PM
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
this song lyric is by simple plan...its very meaningful...i also love the music video...haii....
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sad or happy
heys..i dunno whether to be sad or happy..i am like crapping and sad....i dunnoo...someone please cheer me up!10:15 AM
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ahhaha` i am dead?????
harlooo...i just woke up i mean from sleeping..i had my afternoon nap..so nicee...ahha...then when i woke up i on my computer which is already on lah..i did not siggn off...then a weirdo talk to me like one hour ago...the first thing he write was "haha ur dead"...then he crap alot...then crap here crap there...suddenly go busy....GUESS WHO...?8:41 AM
a wierdooo!!!
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nice lovee` story
love is always ~patient and kind~ it is never +=[jealous]=+ love is never *boastful or conceited* it is never *rude or selfish* it does not take offense and is not resentful.1:10 AM
love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the *-{truth}-* it is always ready to *excuse* to +=[trust]=+ to !hope! and to |*endure*| whatever comes...
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
rainn rainn and rainn
heyys AGAIN...` 10:30 AM
ermm..wad ah...brr..todayy like almost the whole day was like raining!!yesh...now i can blogg abit long because my parents are not at home...finally my privacy! haha...now chatting with liling and celeste...kinda alot of people online but non is chatting like that...so kinda sian lah....hehh...after a week of not going in the internet...i just recieve 5 testimonials...woohhooo..happy lah....ahah..but maybe lame...yarh...then wad else huh????...haiii...holiday ish coming and i am not looking forward to it!....euu knoe why..coz its like everyday home...siann lor..and monday no school...sobss..i want school...i dun want holidae...haii...but nevermind...on the 7 or 8 of june going to sentosa....ahah...cant wait hope i can goo...*cross-finger*..yupx...wad else huh?...i dunno where to find untitled song so that i can put in my blog..i mean the code ^ the html!!wheree.....????if euu knoe please tell me by tagging on my tag board..thankie...erm...now next topic
hmm...haii...shud i give up?? nahh...i will leave it...:) hehe...as long as i am happy then shud be okae wad....
okaes...tomoro i blogg again kaes...so kaes..byes..
take cares
god blesh
good nite `
("v")
love euu`
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pheww
heyss....just blog ferr awhile lah...yesh i finnally got back my computer and my msn..yesh..so happy sia...smilling here smilling there smilling every where!!!!!!!!!!!..ahha..lame me..kaes lah..later i blog more...byes...6:00 AM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
hey!
harloo...hmm...today ish the friday the 13...yupx....just wanna tell euu` larh...haha....i too lame lah....cannot help it...dotx...anieweas...todaee liling and nichola cut their hairr...yupx...liling layered and cutt her fringe and nichola layered...liling fringee verry the cute...and it dun look like a nerd larhh..euu just over thinking..ahah..nichola hair..so much thinner...yupx..good rite..me nahh...not cutting my hair...anymore..i mean fer the time being larhh...euu think wad grow until like rupenzel...or wadever the spelling is...ahha...dotx...haha...erm wad else...erm...blahx...wad else huh?...eer...after they cut hair went to yishun to meet cathi` yupx...then me and nichola ate the long john silver with the salsa cheese...yum yum..so nicee...then maybe during holiday go beach...with the firm family..ahaha..lame....yupx...sentosa there..cant wait..hmm..wad else...then went round at northpoint coz they finding fer tote bag...and the esprit tote bag orange colour kinda cool lehx...bright and cheery!...hmm...wad else....alot of the firm members buying it though...ya...but dunno same colour or not..cause got alot of colour...some are green...pink...blue...black...yupx...ahaahha...wad else...ahh...oh ya someone nearly practically fell of the stairs...coz liling and nichola kept on playing at the staircase way...haha..lucky nth happen..ahha...4:52 PM
erm..i think the feeling is fading..and i just dunno why....hmm..let it be lor..there is nothing much i can do...yarh..so gonna leave it..i i shall not confess to him...yupx..kaes..
yupx thats all fer now...i blog tmr or wadever lah..kaes..bye..god blesh and good nitee`
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
haizz
haiiiz....its been long ever since i blog in with the first word haiiz..rite...i hate life...i hate it to the core...it just sux every single day...i wanna diee....i dun want to live....haiiz...i dunno wads happening now...i dunno what to do..i just feel so tense, pissed, angry, sad....arghh i dunno!arghhhh! kill me someone....kill me....argh..at first it was sean and now him`...why cant i get wat i want...**** lah....one by one everything in life is fading....i just dunno wad to do.....!i love euu` but euu` just wont....criieessssss.......haiiz........i pray so hard....but in the end nothing happen rite...rather dun pray...sucks!.....just leave me to rot in this disasterous world!...i wish i wasnt born at all....6:48 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
heys...just realise i did not really blog for kinda a long time huh...actaully sian lah...i just kept it in my heart...dont really want to splash my feelings out...and my pointing finger hurts..dunno why also...so typing using my my middle finger..ahah..erm wad else...oh ya malay paper was tough!!!i think i gonna flung it...my english..ahh dunno lah..but i am scared! i cant afford to fail lor!!!argh...just feeling terribbly scareed....and maths paper one...arghh...majority sec two work!!and sec three lehs..so little...sucks ah!gonna fail it badly...and yesterdae..was my physic paper and social studiess....my physics...argh...dun need to say...i gonna fail 100 perfect...my social studies....arghh....i not enuff time...i didnt get to answer fully!!!!!!!!!!!!!......and today ish my maths...damn it...i have nothing to say....and guess wad tomorrow is biology and history...how in the world am i gonnaa studyy!!! i am just so.......nevermind...i feel like breaking bursting and ..........arghh...10:06 AM
i hate a particular library..sux lor the librarian...kept on shooeing us away...when we did not even make noisee....argh...hack care lah...i prefer ang mo kio one...wad else...oh ya...nowadays hanging out with liling qiu han nicola and more..coz they need my help i need their help..and sorry eileen and suzanne....i kant go home with euu this few days until i dunno when lah...so sorry...
erm wad else....i kinda piss....argh...
p.s: WAD IS GOING ON WIF EUU AND HER...!
lufee euu so much but i think its all just a waste of time...haizz....killing myself...
i always look back
as i walk away
the momories will last
for eternity
all my my tears
will be lost in the rain
as i find my way back into
yer lurfee again
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
only one lyrics `
Broken this fragile thing now6:45 PM
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
love euu` love euu not? `
haii...long time no blog..i notice something that i kept on blogging sad stuff..if euu are irritated or wad so ever...i am sorry i really cant help it...this is only the way i can scream, shout, cry and moree....ya...as euu knoe i cant scribble anywhere at home cause my parents are kinda strict...haiiz....they just dont understand me...i really dunno who to share my feelings with...except a few of my close frens and god...yupx...i really wish my parent could understand how a teenage girl life ish...its like i am being control...i just hate it....!...kaes enuff of my parent...dun really want to blogg anymore..the mood just fly...kaes..see yaes...god blesh`9:03 PM
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